Sitting around found you’ll be waiting a long time
Waiting to shine you burnt out at the wrong time
This is fine when you intertwine failures and excuses
Throwing up deuces mood is selfish abuses
Self help muses you never ever had a single one
Remember being happy when you weren’t single once
Remember clapping because they bring you brunch
Why’d you think it was a good idea being punk
Why you in a funk that never ever stops
Why can’t you do something simple like grocery shop
You were mostly goth through all of your twenties
You were mostly washed up when you moved out the country
Always thought running away was the answer and solution
Thought life would be better as a dancer prostitution
You were always high thought you’d feel no pain
All you did is blow your money bought you real cocaine

Sitting in the life boat hating to cry
Sitting in the life boat waiting to die
Sitting in the life boat hating your life
Sitting in the life boat waiting to die
Sitting in the life boat hating to cry
Sitting in the life boat waiting to die
Sitting in the life boat hating your life
Sitting in the life boat waiting to die

Sitting around waiting for things to get better
Existential dread is hitting harder than ever
Why is the end of the weekend biggest endeavor
Why does simply speaking your mind take forever
You’re staying in debt for something ain’t your fault
You never started up in fear your business would halt
Mere prisons of salt you’re drowning in the ocean
Just doubting yourself doubting your notions
You do things you hate to get your business clout higher
Wear a disguise around those you love Mrs Doubtfire
You’re a bad liar but you do it anyways
You know all the drugs are no longer a petty phase
Amaze yourself just by getting out of bed
Crazy self doubt and dread never getting out your head
Laying in a sea of salt cause you stay down and cry
Waiting in the life boat where you lay down to die

Sitting in the life boat hating to cry
Sitting in the life boat waiting to die
Sitting in the life boat hating your life
Sitting in the life boat waiting to die
Sitting in the life boat hating to cry
Sitting in the life boat waiting to die
Sitting in the life boat hating your life
Sitting in the life boat waiting to die